Time.....???

Finally my event finish...

the result was out of expectation..

good job GreenVille members..!!

i also done all my part of the assignment ...

i don want do last minute work....

final exam coming soon...must start study now le..

24/11..coming soon also...1 year!!!

gonna celebrate it...

good luck for my friends who sit for SPM and STPM!

1 year is going end soon...

another batch of student graduated from SPM....

when i saw their photo i was think of last time ....

the feeling of separating with those friend who same class with you 3,4,5 years....

a kind of sad and unwilling seperate with them....

i understand the feeling because i am the ex experience student!!

now all my form 5 friends have their own studies and work...

quite hard for us to gather together la...

i really hope 1 day 5 Science friends can gather together...

i wait for the day come...!!

Yeah...!!

Halloween party was over...

it was fun and i was dressing up as a Cowgirl...huhu..

after party over we have free entrance to MOS..

first time of clubbing...

but just went there have a look..

it was crowded, everyone was dancing, sexy girl around and ppl drank alcohol..

we just ordered cocktail only because of the drinks there too expensive...the cocktail already cost us RM29.90...so expensive lo..

well..just this time only...

because of that night i not enough sleep now...

is ok la....lol..

btw today i got my iphone 4 on my 11 month anniversary...yeah..

i really happy but my face not really can show happy face because i really tired...

i am gonna have to sleep early le...

post next time...^^

?==?

有时不知怎么了很想一个人静静的发呆.....

在想什么呢？

很多事情......

有时真的好累啊,回到家不想做assignments....

为什么现在的我好像失去了一股冲劲似的无法像以前那么的想未来...

我到底是怎么了啊？？

我必须振作起来...

有时自己也不知道自己在为什么而emo....

真的好想哭出来.....

我有一个观念...

那就是我要活的比别人跟多姿多彩....

我要比别人要有骨气...

加油了magdeline....

迈向自己的理想前进吧.....!!!!!!!

Mid term break finish....

Today start class ....

mid term break end...

everything back to normal now....

back to college life..

back to wake up everyday...

back to do assignments day...

a kind of lazy after break....

lol...but i have to wake up from the day dreaming now...

final exam coming soon....

haiz....today felt tired...now feel emo...

recently i easily get angry la...

whats wrong with me???

is it because of tired? or any other reasons?

i have no idea....

but i have to change it...

30/10 is my bro confirmation day...

he ask me whether i have go back that day or not...

i my bro confirmation day...i should go back...

we will take family photo...^^

but it is a journey to travel back and come back here...

i have no choice i have to go back...lol..

is ok...sacrifice it...because i am sister ....^^

lastly i hope i can get iphone 4 soon...^^

Gambateh for my studies and assignments now...^^

God Bless Me...!

Holiday

Wuhooo......i am back to update my blog...

i realized that i had been almost 1 month not update my blog...

within this month it happened many things la...

finally the individual assignment for marketing is done...

phiew....during the moment i do this assignment i lost my USB!!!

OMG....the day before to hand up this assignment i lost it and i only have 1 copy...

i left it in CLC...when i know i lost it i was like blur at that moment...

don know what i suppose to do...just quickly went to CLC there and check it..

that time the class has been used so i cant go in...i know there is a high probability must be lost it..

lucky i printed 1 copy for the half of the part which i have done..the rest of the part i need to do it...

haha...that time i was extremely tired ...

this monday i found back my USB...

yeah....my classmate return to me..

he said 1 of the event student ask him pass to me...

lucky i found back my USB....

from this incident i learn a lesson which is i need to save 3 copies for my assignment...

another incident, i lost my flavour clothes...

i was so sad that i lost it due to i hang it out...

it must be some people stole it...

don talk about the sad case le...

now my mid term break starting...my mid term exam was over...

hurray....tomorrow go genting with friends...

yeah...too excited le..

but now suddenly feel moody la..

arghhh...hate it..

don talk about moody case la...

haha...recently i want iphone 4 so badly la..

i want it....haha...

so nice man...need to wait la...

anyway...i hope i enjoy the trip...

Stress out...

Recently, we are doing our Mice assignments which is organised an event....

well...again we need to write proposal...

quite a lot of things we need to do...

well...other than that Marketing assignment also coming at the same time...

which i scared the most....i did not know whether i can do it well or not...

by looking at the question i was lost ...

i have never learn business subject before..

it is a kind of challenge for me...

i got to do well..

i really scared for it...

actually, instead of scared of it why don't i just go ahead and do it...

lol.....self-convince....==

i cant afraid to do a things.....this is not part of growing process....lol

i must do it well....Go move toward success!!

Gambateh Magdeline!!!!! lol...

finally i already applied streamxy...

i don want my p1 now....

my p1 package internet so slow...last sem almost fail to hand up my assignment...

now i scared of it...so i decided to change...

hope got it ASAP...according i counting..maybe friday it will come~

hopefully...^^

yesterday, i took 1 game from my dear...

wow...the game really cute and fun la...i love it!

"Plants vs Zombies"...!!!

i can use it as release my stress while doing asssignment....

to be continue for the next issue...^^

Sunway Lagoon Night Park

Yesterday night...dear and i went to Sunway Lagoon Night Park...

this is my first time went to Sunway Lagoon Night Park..

this is also my first time went with dear...

i wish i could go play with dear...now finally fulfill my dream...although it is just a small theme park and not as big as Genting but i satisfied le...

i am really happy lo...

i had long long time did not play roller coaster le..

yesterday went to play..it not really as long and big as Genting one...

but i really scared of it...when it start to move..i really got scared of it...

even though dear is beside me but i still felt scared of it...

at first i did not scream so i close my eye...but after that i felt my heart breath difficulty...

so i quickly scream...if not i will...lol

haha....feeeu....it only took 10 min only..

i enjoyed it~

tomorrow start second week of Sem 4...

it is going busy and assignment one by one come...

I must try my best do well~

Gambateh~

First week of class...Sem 4

First week of class finished le..

so fast...==

for me, first week of class quite stressful...

almost every subject lecturer run through SOW, they will talk about ASSIGNMENTS...

just first week only then assignments be announced...

at first i was so scared of it...because now i am in second year basically all are management level..

i am quite worried of it...

after that i made my mind calm...i realised that i can do it well if i work harder...

to be success i must calm my mind and try my best to do well...

do not afraid of the things...must face it!!

there is a way move toward Success!!

this week..i felt that i am not in the mood...

maybe i felt stress and sleepy... i cant cheer up like last time...

last time i chat and have fun with my friend...but now i not really talk as much as last time..

i think i need sometime to relax and don give myself too much stress...

i can do it well!

CHEER~

Woo...

WOW!!!

So fast...monday start Sem 4 !!

when i first see the timetable...

i just stare at the timetable a while...

the time for every sub and the sub make me nervous...

anyway..i will try my best to use to it..

tomorrow back KL le..

1 month holiday just end like that...

really fast...

quite happy in this holiday...

got the chance to meet my primary school friend..

watch movie with friend and bro..

go out with mom..

watch drama..

can rest for 1 month is good but don have payment... ==

recently watch korea drama "Dong Yi" ..

nice show...i love it so much...

start like "Han Hyo Ju" 's drama...

haha...she very pretty and when she smile very cute lo...

she had acted this drama, "Dong Yi"

well...hope can faster has new episode...

Stop here le..

Good luck for my Sem 4!

Love

what is Love?

Love a person very difficult..

You need to care he or she..

You need to worry he or she safety..

When he or sher sad, he or she need to console he or she..

In order to manage a relationship, it must trust each other..

Manage a relationship is not easy..

i remembered i wrote to dear this

当我寂寞难过时，

你总是在我身旁鼓励我，

使我感到你那温馨的安慰，

你用你那既庞大又有安全感的肩膀保护和拥抱我，

在此刹那我落下那含有悲伤的眼泪，

好喜欢被你拥抱的那一刻，

顿时我感到很温馨，

我想拥护你一辈子...王德秀！

Do anyone understand the pain for keep the sadness in heart and no telling anyone?

i know the pain..

i had gone through many of this kind of situation..

it make you moody..

no mood to do anything...

the only thing i want do when i faced this kind of feeling is listen my music..

because i feel music can make me calm and relax..

at the same time i will cry..

but i like that..

it is a way to express your inner emotion..

sometime i afraid get hurt from a relationship..

because i had hurt by a past relationship..

although i already put it down..

but sometime will think about it when you do something similar things as that..

people will not know how pain is the hurt..

only the person who faced it will know how much is the pain..

I wrote until here..

^-

Today went to watch Despicable me 3D with nanncy and chareessa

this movie quite funny la...

started laughing until the end...haha..

i quite enjoying it..but the 3D spec was troublesome...

i wore two glasses, my spec and that 3D spec la...

so troublesome...keep on pull up the spec la..

after finished watched we don know where to go so we keep on walked and chat...

we chat a lot of things....

after graduated everybody seem to be change le...

everybody life is different...

some will be miserable some will be wonderful..

for me i enjoying what i have now..

i feel KL life is wonderful...

i already starting enjoying it...

although in sem 3 happened many things but i still felt that is part of my life..

i can go through all that challenges in my life...

now i don know why i suddenly felt sad...

"My Love" soundtrack in Eclipse movie is so so nice....

this song and dear's call calm my emotional...

i really love Twilight Saga story....

a very romantic story...

Sem 3 life...

Woohoo....

so so long i have been not update my blog..

because of tired and busy thus i don feel like updated my blog...

Sem 3 was very busy and tired ...

in sem 3 had happened a lot of incidents and accidents...

i want to write all those incidents and accidents but i cant really remember all...

i just can briefly write a bit...

sem 3 we have Buffet as our F&B and CKO final exam practical...

it is an important buffet for us to score our individual and group mark...

before that 2 group needed to think one theme..

from that theme, do a presentation and assignment...

that assignment will be like our proposal...

presentation will be our business marketing...

we will propose our theme to our lecturer...

they will give mark and decide which theme for our buffet..

during the assignment every group member sure will have argueing and quarrel..

in fact, our group and another group really happened same thing...

after that will be fine...

unfortunately, my group's theme did not being chosen...

for sure all of my group member felt disappointed...

although our theme did not chosen we still can learn some thing..

the most important is we have sweet time and experience throughout the whole buffet process

during buffet service, our group really enjoyed so much...

because sem 3 is our last sem for F&B and CKO...

next sem we will be move toward management level...

haiz...in this sem 3 my finger was injured ....

it was so unlucky and my careless...

my finger being burn by steam water...

it was so pain...

next time i will be very very careful when i touch anything which contact with fire..

this sem 3 we also learned French...

wow...i love French..

at first i though French is difficult but when mid term i studied all

i realized it is no that difficult...

then i started like it...

i had a good point is if i like something i will try to learn or know it well..

just like add math and chemistry...

i remembered last time i was like crazy to do the exercise...

all those were memory...

i hope my final exam result will be fine and good!!

last day exam, my friend, dear and I went to watch Eclipse!!

a nice and romantic movie~

Next is Breaking Dawn...

Next Semester is semester 4 le..

so fast...i move toward management level..

maybe it is a good time for me to know management level...

now also is the time i build back my confidence le..

i need confident ah....

can I??

my lecturer said i do things lack of confident...

yes..i am lack of confident..i don know why i will be like that...

i want build back my confident...i believe i can do it~

wow...next sem we need always wear formal oh~

i like it, because it look smart..

but it will be feeling hot lo...

Sem 4...!!

16 August...!!

I am coming!!

lol...XD

Happy!

Happy Easter..Jesus Christ risen from Death!
this is the first time i not with family and not at JB home during Easter..
lol...is a kind of weird feeling and miss my family..
acutally i wanna back JB..
ufortunately monday i have practical class and sunday back to KL again it feel tired...
that why i decide don want go back...
mid term break i just go back JB..
it on May...1 more month to go..
today morning went Church..
so long not go Church when i in KL..
i so enjoyed in the church...
listen and sang song it make me happy and fresh!
i like it...Yeah!!
recently i felt so stress about all upcoming assignment..
especially buffet proposal...
before end of the month suppose to finish our group proposal..
this proposal quite important for us because we need present it and it is our final exam for CKO and F&B...
there also have some upcoming assignment...
OMG....it really quite rush lo..
i don want do "Last Minute" AGAIN...
it will drive me crazy and not enough sleep!!!
Seriously!!
feel sleepy...gtg to sleep a while..
Gambateh for my ASSIGNMENT!!!!
May God Bless Me..

Arghh.....

So long didn post blog le...
don know where start to write about...
let start to talk about the first week of sem 3...
argh...first week basically briefying about the sem 3 lesson and assignment...
OMG....while lecturer talk about SOW i can feel the stress is coming to find me..
a lot of things to do for this sem..
do not procrastinating for this sem...
because almost assignment due date quite nearer..
if procrastination happened then all assignment do the same time then i will really die le..
always in mind "Do it ON TIME" !!!!
this sem i have French sub...
wow..first class was awesome..
Je m'appelle magdeline ...
quite enjoying and that week quite tiring after monday class..
then last fri was Kher li's birthday...
we decided to give her surprise..
that time we ask her to eat dinner at Wong kok..
that time was so hungry since morning not eat ...
then when she go to seat then we sang birthday song to her..
huhuhu...after blow the candle on the birthday cake, we very quickly ordered food la because all of us so hungry...
one week only can see dear 1 or 2 times...
we went to The Mines ..
that have lake then we took cruise tour...
wow..it is fun and i had a great time with dear..
it make me relax for getting stress soon...
i will miss and love him...
haiz...i don know what wrong with me ??
why i lack of confidence as my lecturer also can see it on my face...this is my lecturer told me when we 1 by 1 see her to know our mark...haiz..she gave the comment which i felt so sad and disappointed with myself..
argh...i hate myself which lack of confidence..
in operation i always lack of confidence and easy get nervous...
when i can overcome from it???i need improvement argh.....!!!
haiz...i really must do well my F&B service la..
today i served lecturer again..argh...
a kind of scared, worry, nervous!!
some more got wine service..
i don really can open the wine..
it really difficult to open..
out of sudden "pop" sound is being heard...==
it suppose no "pop" sound..
lucky this time wine service mark does not included because of first time..
i need practice a lot la..
today i felt so sad and sorry to that two lecturer...
so sad until i cant really decribes..
it hit my confidence...
the two lecturer is going paid..
then i had to split check for them...
one is paid by cash the others are paid by voucher..
OMG...i forgot to give 20% disc for her so she argue about it and a pologise and reprint again to her...
after the bill print out already i print another lecturer voucher bill..
then that lecturer who paid by cash gave me RM15 so i need paid her 20 sen..
that time i don have change...so i asked from manager..
maybe the two lecturer think i work too slow and not patient or what la...
if i not mistaken i heard one of lecturer bang the cashier and said nvm and went out le..
OMG...that time i was so so so shock and sad...
this is the first time being treated like that...
it hit my confidence...haiz..
serve lecturer always is challenging...
i hope not second time happened again....
gambateh next time ~
yeah...tomorrow got badminton session by badminton club...
hurray..finally this day come...
i can play sport and release stress too...

Whats wrong with me?

Yesterday i not really have mood..
i felt i don have confidence in relationship...
why la??whats wrong with me??
is it because failure of last relationship?
i think so gua...
haiz...i should not think like that...
i so miss you dear...
i also don know how to describe my feeling nowadays...
i not really satisfy my result...
argh...next sem i should do well la...
i don know what wrong with me in this year la...
haiz...i should be strong to face everything...
hope can do well...^^
good luck and gambateh in Sem 3..

bored...miss...!!

Haiz...boring lo..
everyday just wake up, eat, watch tv, sleep...
keep on repeat the same routine..
the only different is i do take care my cousin too...
because my grandmother and cousin stay at my house last wednesday..
my cousin was so naughty but very cute..
that why i also "sayang" him la...haha..
sometime feel like want to start class faster so that no need bored...
i felt time pass so slow during holiday lo...
these few days so miss dear...
he went internship for second day le...
i feel so miss him....
i hope when i start class get more busy then time pass fast so that i wont feel he go for so long lo..
as the time pass i feel so miss him so much...
maybe i haven get use of it lo...
i had never miss a person so much before...
this is the first time...
i lazy to write le...continue next time ..

Memory...

Finally exam finish....huray...
so late 0nly blog la..because last few days was going out with friends...
now i want to talk about first day of exam until now...huhu...
first day was having CKO la...
quite ok lo but still scare la...
the day b4 this i was studied until bored la..
then my mind suddenly think of dear gonna go internship le..
so miss him....so i suddenly come out this

对你的思念成了我的困扰...
对你将要去做工时感到不舍...
与你欢乐时光即将减少...
我也开始等待你回来的时候...
对你的爱任何事无法比...
一句话好爱好想你...

一段情, 两颗心, 三个字我爱你

AOC by Magdeline..

hahaha....lol..i really will miss you dear...
second day was wine, spirit & beverages...
OMG...it hard la..i scare i fail it la..
so sad so don want talk about it...
third day was F&B...
one word Awesome...
it not difficult but i had no enough time to answer more detail for certain question..
well..hope the result is good...
after F&B exam then we go sang k...
wuhuuu.....so nice..i can relax le..
4 of us which is vivian, rachel, liyuan and I...
then at night eric fetch us along go to eat...
we went to kepong ate steamboat..
we so enjoying...
then about 11.45 something i reached home...
then bathed and online until 1.00 am i go to sleep..
because the next day is Muar trip...
OMG..that night i couldn fall in sleep la..
it so hot and quite excited gua...
eventually 4.30 i suppose wake up..
then i 1.00am slept it only 3 hour sleeping time only..
unforturnately i not sleep and i just close my eye only...
about 4.00 am i woke up and bath le..
it really hot la...
acutally i quite enjoying Muar trip..
i grow up in Johor until now i didnt even go to Muar before la..so i was quite excited that i go Muar...haha..lol..
wuhuu...the some activity quite boring ...
well..doesnt matter la..sweet time with dear also..haha
btw during the whole trip i was so tired because i didnt sleep that night lo..
now holiday le...so good..
but only 2 weeks la...
i will be back on next week...
the first week i stay in KL..
because chef soon ask me help during open day...
but until now still no news...swt..
never mind la..actually the main point i stay because dear going for internship on 15 march le..
so i want spend time with him....
i remember one day i first time cry while hugging you...
because i was thinking the day you went to internship and the song was playing on my laptop was nice song...
the first time i hugg a boy and cry...and dear are the first...
i hope in the next 5 month i will be strong and wait for the time we enjoying again...
yesterday i was telling you a truth which i not brave to tell you before this...
again dear let his shoulder to me and hugg me and cry....
sorry i not brave tell you before this...i really scare i lost you before this..
now i tell you because i want be honest to you and share with you dear...
i cant forgive myself and i am not that good girl and perfect girl as you said...
i had failure...this is the only things i was so so depress in sometimes...
it already be history and cant changed...
as time past it become part of my memory...
i should forget it..can i??
i very thank you dear don mind it..but i mind it...
haiz....so so so sorry dear...
I love you dear forever and ever..
my heart only for you...
blogging until here la...
nothing much to wrote le...

Final exam

Finally finished my practical exam...
CKO was i woried the most...
lucky everything is ok....
first i though i was doing wrong something but i am not..
haha...lucky man..
F&B is awesome....is flambe technique..
which i like to do it...haha..
i was very happy with my performance that day...^^
this coming week will be final exam...
wow...so fast sem 2 finished le...
this sem 2 really tired le...
is short sem so everything need to do hurry..
well...lucky everything is alright...
then i will have 2 week rest and sem 3 going to start...
haiz..then dear will go internship for 5 months....
gonna miss he...
is ok la..we sure have time together...
after final exam i will go Muar Trip....
so nice...^^
lazy to write some more la...actually still got some more to write but lazy to think le..
well...FIGHT for Final exam...
Gambateh!!!

Happy Chinese New Year...

Finally i am back to KL again...
time past so fast la especially during Chinese New Year...
This year chinese new year we not go anywhere to play..
just went back grandmother house which is Tanjung Karang, Selangor..
OMG....there damn damn hot la..
whole day sweat and sticky lo...
after bath also like that...
quite boring le and connection damn low...
but lucky i still have many small little cousin...
haha...i play with them...they so cute la..
then my mom and all aunts was talking because so long no see...
then my father and some uncle was gamble..
back to there can feel chinese new year mood more lo...
i also don know why le..
this time had an incident la...
it was my cousin sis get injured because of firecracker...
one of my cousin bro don know how to play so he hold the firecracker which is fly up de...
then he hold by hand to light up instead of put down to light up...
so when he lighted up he was so scared then he release then the firecracker fly toward my cousin sis there...
when she saw it she qiucky used hand to pull it away...
unfortunely, she still got injured....
but lucky not really serious....
everyone was so shock and talking about it...
that time i was bathing then i can heard their voice from the back....
imagine it was so loud...haha...
i was so tired during chinese new year la..
before chinese new year that friday i back home around 3.45am...
due to i miss my bus...haiz..
lucky my friend have back JB yet so he fetch me along with his gf...
my parent was so worry me ...thx god i safety reach home...
after class start again, it my final exam...
so fast sem 2 gonna end le..
it is short sem so it will be fast...
haiz...after this short sem end, he gonna go internship le...
i am gonna miss him....
my heart will be always miss you and to you...
good luck to my final exam!!!

^^

Actually wanna post blog on 4/2..

but at night went to eat with his family..

first I don want go then he asked to go..

his grandparent wanted go back Indon le so his family gathering...

everything is alright..

in the afternoon I suddenly got 2 turtle...

I have been so long didn feed turtle le since the day my mom let it go away in the lake..

last time the turtle we feed is quite big le so we have to let it go...

Yesterday I was Restaurant Manager..

first time be Manager..

full of responsibility...

everything is alright..

I just feel I not done well...

I hope next time I will do well..

yesterday damn tired la..

very sleepy..

that why yesterday 9.30 I slept..

then today 9.00 I woke up..

Haiz...assignment haven finished yet...

next thurs I have presentation la...

time past really fast..

one week going finish le...

really so fast...

good luck for next week!!!

Wonderful Birthday..Yupeee!!!

Yesterday it was my birthday..

I was so happy and full of surprised...

I really enjoy it so much and love it so much...

Thank you friends who celebrate with me and even ms merry and chef Joyce..

ms merry "pakat" with them in Deli and pretend scolded them that "why so late come deli" that time there no on the light and I was so curious about it...then Jenny holded the cake and they started sing Happy Birthday song to me...

before go Deli, Rebecca asked me go toilet and then they quickly go Deli..actually I saw them in class de..that time I really not think about it and now I only realise..

that time I was so so happy cant forgot the moment...

Chef Joyce who made the birthday cake for me with the request of Rebecca...really thank you her..^^

My classmates was so secretly gave me surprises..

I really happy and thank you you all...

They secretly bought a big birthday card and all of them wrote their wishes on it...

I really happy la..and I really appreciate it so much..

Jenny and Rebecca bought me a penguin doll...

it so cute..I love it...

I have a wonderful Birthday same as last year...^^

happy..

then facebook there have a lot of friends and cousin post their wishes..

I really so happy....

then Dear gave me his own making star...

it total have 520..

first I don know why is 520..

then he told me is mean I love you..

it is meaningful for me...

full of sincerity and love..

it have a lof of small little start and it really difficult to make..

dear thank you so much...I appreciate it...^^

then we went out have dinner at night...thank you dear accompany me...

I really happy and happiness..

Thank you God give me everything...

then his sis also gave me gift and even my house mate..

I really so happy and this year birthday was wonderful...^^

Really Thank you everyone~

I appreciate it so so much...

I will never forgot last year birthday and this year birthday!!

Awesome!!

^^

Happy!!

Finally i can online...huray~
so happy lo..because such a long time not online le..
this is beause my laptop's hard disk spoiled le..
it spoil on the wrong time la..
this is the time where by my course work come the same time..
it make me so worry and run out of time...
that why i borrow dear's laptop because i need to do some research for my work..
now i feel i like F&B le..i like to serve ppl..hehe..
time past so fast..week by week past like that..
when you busy time then you will feel the time past so fast lo..
last saturday, we went to eat steamboat..
ppl who going is eric, raymond, lucy, vivian, rachel, liyuan,and i...
when back they decided go station 1 because saturday got ppl sing there..
then eric said don want and he brought us go expo and see around ...
it very nice lo...i like the feeling which hang out with friend..of course i like with him also..
well..last we go station 1 lo..about 2.30am only we back home...it was so late..
i so enjoying it...^^
today no class...but i have to go to college take recipe..
if not i not time to study lo..
i meet my sec school friend, chareessa..
she was so stress and happy..
stress because of study and her final coming around corner...
then happy is she meet me...
i also very happy meet you...so long didn see you..
from the day i last day in college which is before my sem 1 break until now..
good luck for your final exam ah..it is your final exam of foundation..
you can do it well...i support you~
recently, a lot of things to do this week....
i can overcome for it....gambateh~
tomorrow is my 19 years old birthday~
i was so happy...
this few days i think back last year...
last year i was so happy because that was the first years my friend celebrate with me like that and give me surprise..there is a lot of fun also...
i most appreciate the moment is during 12.00am (2/2/2009) you guys(PA) send you guys created wishes message to me on the same time and the during "qing ye steamboat" there you guys celebrate with me...i was so happy and enjoyed it..
OUT OF MY EXPECTATION~
they give me a meaningful birthday, 2/2/2009...
i really appreciate it...i cant forgot..
PA friends you guys are GREAT~
now i start miss the time we celebrated together...
this years cant celebrate with you guys le..
because i in KL...
last year i only celebrate with friend...
this year i have you, dear...
i was so happy and happiness...
thx god give me everything...
don know this year have the fun like last year or not lo..
i still look for it tomorrow...
^^

Feeling...

Actually i don really like sem 2 life..

every week repeat the same routine..

this sem we have 3 sub only that why every week is the same..

In kitchen and training restaurant is necessary for us...

haiz ... 7 weeks for this sem, sometime run out of time..

feel like not time for every night...

whatever la...i will overcome and get use of it...

Sometime i was enjoying in practical but sometime not..

because it really tired and scare being scolded by chef and lecturer while in kitchen or training restaurant..

it is better now being scold by them rather than when i go for SWE in sem 6..

i found that i like study about wine when i start touch wine lesson..

i want to go France....it is a nice and romantic place..i like there...maybe i study about wine then feel like want go there...

wine have a lot of knowledgeable...although it has a lot of things to memorize but it quite nice to know about it..

well...i will put more effort on it.

CNY coming soon...why i don feel any CNY feel around...

maybe haven reach yet gua..

hehe...time past really fast la..

one week past like that...7 weeks gonna past like time..

i hope i can spend more time with you next sem..

hopefully!!

生病。。

哎呀。。又生病了。

又是喉咙发炎的咯。。

怎么每次就是这样。。很辛苦的!!

今天他陪我去看医生咯。。

谢谢你了dear...

又要吃药。。讨厌的咯每次吃了就想要睡觉的。。

今天真的很累咯。。

应该是要生病的状态吧。。

他的婆婆还煮粥给我。。

感动咯。。

第一次被对方的家人对待的那么好。。

真的很谢谢你。。。。

现在在我的生命了只有dear的出现。。

以前的他已经没有了。。。

与他的回忆逐渐随着时间淡忘了许多。。

现在在我生命里dear取代了他的位置 。。

一个人生活在KL是件不简单的事。。

离乡背井来到KL读书，什么事都必须自己来。。

虽然在家里我没有做家务，我到了这里必须做。。

我觉得那是我开始独立的时候了。。

也是我开始学很多很多事务的了。。

虽然有点苦，可是我很享受着。。

希望我可以成功！！

tired...

This week really make me feel exhausted.....

oh my goodness...i have 6 weeks more..i need to get more energy as i can...

yesterday serving was so terrible for me...does not reach my expectation...

haiz....so sad...

i was so nervous and mix up all.

next time i will do better...

i don want lose my mark...

gambateh...

this week i don know why i feel moody...

maybe is too tired le...

sometime i feel like my heart got something on it...

don bother la..

Exhausted dayzzz..!!

Argh...so exhausted!!

haiz....today first day in kitchen in sem 2 ...

OMG...it really make me so tired...

i feel i am not really good in cut all the ingredient...

but i will try my best to do well...

it really not good which work in kitchen...

need to cook food as fast as possible

like just now i with my friend almost really don have time to cook it..

lucky chef chong was helping us..

we are the first who being fire by chef to take starter..

then while we cook 2 main course, it suddenly " station 4 6 main course"...

argh...we haven finish cook the 2 main course then another 6 pax come again...

really not time...

then while cook i get hurt...

haiz...work in kitchen is like that de...

today really so tired....

this Friday be server...

nervous and worry cant do well..

because i am small sometime some task it difficult for me...

that is the challenge i need to face...==

i will take this challenges as future job i am gonna face...

i can do it well as i have confident with myself...

Start....

OMG....today after listen ms merry talked about F&B things...

i was like very scared la....

i haven prepare yet...

argh......"Suffer" friend coming.....

7 week was so short la...

run out of time!!

Don't be panic...

i can overcome this!!

i must have confidence with myself!!

just do it!!

wuhuu....i can!!Must study well!!

don afraid things will get better!!

Sem 2 life START...

Finally i back to KL again...

this time i will start my sem 2 life..

this sem we gonna suffer...because of it is short sem...

lucky every monday i have holiday..

gonna start busy soon..

but i will not forgot date with him..hehe..

yesterday went to play badminton with him and his family...

this is i first time to meet his grandmother, sis, bro even his parent for a while..

for me i felt very shy ...this is normal attitude..

i admited that i am easy to get shy in certain situation and this is 1 of the situation..

i am trying to overcome this attitude...it might be influence my future job performance..

anyway nice to meet his parent..i don know why i will afraid meet his parent..

btw maybe first time...

I want FIGHT for this sem!!

I want success in anything i would like to do!!

From last time i work hard until now i cannot so easy get off it~

although last time my result do not reached my expectation but i can FIGHT for now!!

Gambateh Magdeline!!I CAN DO IT! YEAH!!

2010~

Finally i got my timetable le~

Out of expectation and feel shock was monday i don have class~

nice man...hehe

this saturday i gonna go back KL...

going home sick again and miss home cook...

well..is ok~2010, is the new years for me fighting!!!

Sem 2 is short sem and will be busy as every lecturer told us..

for me, time is being arranging by us..

so although everyone said will be busy but if time arrange well then sure there will be free time..

for me, i don want let myself being busy and not time enjoy with friend and HE...

I have my own "原则" to do something so that to make thing perfect and i have free time to enjoy~

this is what we call "life should be wonderful" but not miserable...

11 Jan 2010 i gonna start sem 2 life...

hope there is a wonderful life....

after i back KL i can spend time with him...

so long didnt spend time with him...

yeah!!