Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Arghh.....

So long didn post blog le...
don know where start to write about...
let start to talk about the first week of sem 3...
argh...first week basically briefying about the sem 3 lesson and assignment...
OMG....while lecturer talk about SOW i can feel the stress is coming to find me..
a lot of things to do for this sem..
do not procrastinating for this sem...
because almost assignment due date quite nearer..
if procrastination happened then all assignment do the same time then i will really die le..
always in mind "Do it ON TIME" !!!!
this sem i have French sub...
wow..first class was awesome..
Je m'appelle magdeline ...
quite enjoying and that week quite tiring after monday class..
then last fri was Kher li's birthday...
we decided to give her surprise..
that time we ask her to eat dinner at Wong kok..
that time was so hungry since morning not eat ...
then when she go to seat then we sang birthday song to her..
huhuhu...after blow the candle on the birthday cake, we very quickly ordered food la because all of us so hungry...
one week only can see dear 1 or 2 times...
we went to The Mines ..
that have lake then we took cruise tour...
wow..it is fun and i had a great time with dear..
it make me relax for getting stress soon...
i will miss and love him...
haiz...i don know what wrong with me ??
why i lack of confidence as my lecturer also can see it on my face...this is my lecturer told me when we 1 by 1 see her to know our mark...haiz..she gave the comment which i felt so sad and disappointed with myself..
argh...i hate myself which lack of confidence..
in operation i always lack of confidence and easy get nervous...
when i can overcome from it???i need improvement argh.....!!!
haiz...i really must do well my F&B service la..
today i served lecturer again..argh...
a kind of scared, worry, nervous!!
some more got wine service..
i don really can open the wine..
it really difficult to open..
out of sudden "pop" sound is being heard...==
it suppose no "pop" sound..
lucky this time wine service mark does not included because of first time..
i need practice a lot la..
today i felt so sad and sorry to that two lecturer...
so sad until i cant really decribes..
it hit my confidence...
the two lecturer is going paid..
then i had to split check for them...
one is paid by cash the others are paid by voucher..
OMG...i forgot to give 20% disc for her so she argue about it and a pologise and reprint again to her...
after the bill print out already i print another lecturer voucher bill..
then that lecturer who paid by cash gave me RM15 so i need paid her 20 sen..
that time i don have change...so i asked from manager..
maybe the two lecturer think i work too slow and not patient or what la...
if i not mistaken i heard one of lecturer bang the cashier and said nvm and went out le..
OMG...that time i was so so so shock and sad...
this is the first time being treated like that...
it hit my confidence...haiz..
serve lecturer always is challenging...
i hope not second time happened again....
gambateh next time ~
yeah...tomorrow got badminton session by badminton club...
hurray..finally this day come...
i can play sport and release stress too...

4 comments:

Ucion Ian said...

If u can be in that result,of being don't know how to rewritten yr blog,then what it 'll be when U know how to do it?Really can't imagine about it...

Bravo...

kyle said...

hahha....all the best gurl!!!...it's seen very stress week u went through....take ur time to enjoyed urself....

caiyok2

annie-thing said...

lol...its ok...who have never fell down in their journey of live??hehe..lecturers are always so cerewet..don border them....believe urself la...i think u can do it..don think too much k...!take it easy~~^^

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