Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Sad case..

nowadays i quite lazy updates my blog...
usually i had faced any problem i will update...
today i have a little bit sad because of friend...
actually i don know they are doing like this...
then today i accidentally heard they had some plan on something...
actually i don know feel anything of what they plan..
but i heard one of them said that "then how about magdeline"...
my heart was hurt like a needle stick on it...
i quite sad about it...
we are friend and they never think about me ...they think about it just because of accidentally they saw me ....
i though when i came to Uni life it will not have any conflict or misunderstand case happened among friend...
but it is no what as i though...
again i have to sad of this....
that why they said it is really difficult for us to find a sincere or faithful friend...
during class i just pretend don think about it and keep the hurt in the heart...
i wish i can tell my good friend about this but i do no brave enough to tell ...
i don want cry in front of my good friend....
once i told this with friend i sure will cry...
the only way i can do is keep inside my heart first no matter how hurt is it..
i only can tell my good friend after i at home...
haiz....i have no comment...i just feeling tired of it...
Be strong Magdeline!!

Monday, January 17, 2011

First day class in 2011

Today first class in 2011...
feeling?
so so only la..
because know all assignments already...
haiz...i felt my result is not good...
am i really so poor in academic??
i really hope i can score well..
but i really poor la...
is it because i do not have enough knowledge??
i want study hard but i don know why i always last minute...
my "last minute" and "laziness" was my killing weapon....
haiz...i hope i can overcome these...
when i told my mom result, i can feel that my mom was disappointed on my result...
i don want make her like that..
but i do this quite a lot of time...
i really don want do anymore...
God may you help me overcome from this..Amen.
Study Hard Magdeline!!

Saturday, January 15, 2011

my little room again...

Hello...
long time no update my blog le..
just finish holiday..
back to my little room...haha
now a bit home sick ah.....
i don know why my home sick level more than last time...
haiz....i prefer stay at my home ....
but i have to study....
so tired la...and bored...
monday i will start my sem 5 le...2 more sem i graduate le..
wuhoo....
lazy continue la...
update next time again...