Forget about it.....

Hmm....i saw your facebook pic comment known that you going study at UTAR. i was thinking that all my friend going different path..it very hardly to keep in touch le..have own activites and life le...the only way keep in touch is through msn or sms le...life is like that~must learn from it oh!maybe is good for me don care about you la...i let it go le..just sometime will think about everything you told me...i should let it go...move on my life la...cheer up..haha...self convince...haha...i will happy always and success what i target for...haha..

WHY??

When i login to Friendster,i saw your profile on the top of one box which is the person you should know.that time i was think that your profile in my friend list le.my curiousity let me know everything clear.that time i was curious that your primary pic so i click in to see your profile.then i know that you delete my profile from your friend list!!!i don know how to decribe my feeling, it not sad!!if i not guess wrong, i know why you delete it...well!up to you what you do...past tense le~everything is over ,no need sad of it~haha.....i got my own life now!!so i must live happily evryday~~~yahooooo........

My life~

Everybody has their own life now~some of my sec school friend are facing their life in campus le but some haven yet lo...just like me la.but now i am facing life in working la.damn nice and enjoying~working really make me feel happy and make a lot of friends there.this will not longer.after that i will continue my studies le.another life gonna start...when my friend told me he got add math homework.it make me wanna do...last time i though that i could continue doing add math in U.but impossible.haiz..!!my sec school held Anugerah Cemerlang last few days ago...last time when i was form 4 time,i think wanna be one of them who are excellent in SPM result and told myself must study hard.that time i really envy they all.but this wish cant fulfil le.i didn done well in SPM.cant be 1 of them.cant proud of it.Arh...why i always like that??i don wanna this...i really regret didnt do well my SPM arh....i think only both of them got which is Tin jia jian and chew woon sin.i also hope want same like them......so proud.....haiz..nvm lo...when step in U i must do well what i study for...be a successful girl....i want fulfil my dream...move toward my dream.....gambateh~

生日快乐~

昨天，放工之后和同事们一起庆祝我们的朋友，振扬的生日！哈哈。。祝他生日快乐！总觉得和你们很多欢乐啦。。你们真的很好噢！虽然昨天你们一直在讲我不过我觉得这样很好。。彼此的感情才会增进啦。。真的很想和你们在一起的时候！可惜，过不久我要去读书了。。很难跟你们出去了。！不过我会回来的哦~昨天晚得很开心啦。。。其实我在里面是最小不过很幸福哦。。有姐姐，哥哥！哈哈。。虽然表面上我们是以名字称呼对方但我都觉得你们好像我的姐姐与哥哥！你们对我很好，可以说很疼我也很照顾我哦！谢谢你们哦。。。哈哈~振扬啊，祝你找到你的幸福啦。。不要把目标放在一个位置罢了哦你还有大好前途哦！哈哈。。愿我们FRIENDSHIP FOREVER~~~~ 希望我们可以每天聚在一起！！

闲。。生活？？

今天没有做工，所以和朋友去CS逛逛。。感觉好自在哦！我们谈了很多关于工作上的事。。感觉精神上真的好累哦。。不知道要怎么说呢！在那工作很复杂啊。。。不管了都不是我的事！之后坐巴士回家。。。这让我想起我从form 2到form 5 从omega 搭巴士回家的感觉~好久没有那种感觉了，而且我也毕业了不能了！以前我是为了补习。。那时候的我真的很累。。可是我那时觉得为了SPM是值得的。。其实到头来是不值得！！为什么呢？一切是我的错。。我没有真正的努力读书！觉得浪费我妈他们的钱~真的很后悔没有真正的努力！！其实我还是无法放下我SPM成绩，我还放不下~始终还是有遗憾！！我就是这样太执着某样事情了搞到我真的很累，伤心，不开心，烦恼！！！今天我不是为了补习搭巴士回家的。。纯粹只是从CS回家咯，长大了要大胆点，要面对很多事情!在巴士还没有走时看到那些人在新加坡做工。。不知道怎么了感觉在那比较好！可惜我不可以在那里读书！没有关系咯。谁叫我没有努力读书！很累啊。。有点想快点去读书啊。。不想在JB这里的感觉啦。。我真的不想“烦恼朋友”找上我！刚才在路上时，突然好像回到中学生涯的时候！那时真的很爽虽然要面对SPM可是就没有烦恼！现在才长一岁罢了，“烦恼朋友”就很多找上我呀。。。我不要这种生活。。真的很累了！真的很想开心过每一天。。没有伴侣也没有关系。。虽然会寂寞可是。。唉。。人生啊怎么那么多烦恼啊？？谁能告诉我啊？？

Make a different~

Nowadays, i rarely typing english lo..haha!well...now i make a different la. typing english again lo!hmm.....sometime i was think that am i really be happy everyday?eh, this question hardly to answer it la. sometime bad mood sometime happy. my emotion will suddenly changed lo..but i hope start from now i want happy everyday la. don want sad anymore la..haha!hmm....i want make my life wonderful la..then i can live happily lo..haha....

开心的一天～

今天和朋友去red box哦。。超开心啦。。很久没有和他们一起去了。。今天不知道怎么了竟然会唱很多歌而且可以听到我的声音的哦。。也许想发泄一下又或者想唱歌咯！哈哈。。超疯狂咯。。超high啦。。好久没有那样了！不知道几时可以和你们这样咯。。我会怀念的！不过还好有和你们一起拍照！有一些我很喜欢哦。。我真的还想和你们一起出去。。。觉得不想和你们分开啦！终于这次能和你们出去了。。超好！哈哈。。开心～

决定了吗？？

这几天很烦。。。烦学校的事情咯！唉。。我不能决定要读哪一间咯！我在考虑６间啊！真的很难选择。。我很怕会过了截止日期咯！希望可以快快决定啦。。。每个人都读了偏偏我还没有啦。。会太迟吗？我觉得不要因为要快点读到ｄｅｇｒｅｅ而想快点读咯！唉。还有的事我还没有考到undang啊。。担心咯。。想快点考到。。可是因为上次不pass时，不敢去考啦！对自己没有信心咯。。这次我会用一个礼拜的时间去读的。。哈哈！下次去考要及格哦！现在她找到属于自己的幸福了，真好，祝福你哦！哈哈。。有时觉得孤单很羡慕其它的情侣，有时会回忆起与他的事情！我真的放下他了吗？我没有想他了，只把他当朋友！偶尔会想起与他在一起发生的事情。。有时觉得与你在一起的那段时候很浪费，虽然有时你对我很好又了解我，可是你就是不知道我真正需要什么，就算你知道你只会一时好罢了。。以前我为了你伤心难过，你知道吗？就算你知道你在乎吗？算了。。都过去了。。我也放下了都不需要再提起了！也许感情的事不适合我吧。。我很怕在受伤害了，我怕我会承受不了。。！嗯。。现在最重要必须快点做出决定啦。。我可以的。。！！