Feeling...

Actually i don really like sem 2 life..

every week repeat the same routine..

this sem we have 3 sub only that why every week is the same..

In kitchen and training restaurant is necessary for us...

haiz ... 7 weeks for this sem, sometime run out of time..

feel like not time for every night...

whatever la...i will overcome and get use of it...

Sometime i was enjoying in practical but sometime not..

because it really tired and scare being scolded by chef and lecturer while in kitchen or training restaurant..

it is better now being scold by them rather than when i go for SWE in sem 6..

i found that i like study about wine when i start touch wine lesson..

i want to go France....it is a nice and romantic place..i like there...maybe i study about wine then feel like want go there...

wine have a lot of knowledgeable...although it has a lot of things to memorize but it quite nice to know about it..

well...i will put more effort on it.

CNY coming soon...why i don feel any CNY feel around...

maybe haven reach yet gua..

hehe...time past really fast la..

one week past like that...7 weeks gonna past like time..

i hope i can spend more time with you next sem..

hopefully!!

生病。。

哎呀。。又生病了。

又是喉咙发炎的咯。。

怎么每次就是这样。。很辛苦的!!

今天他陪我去看医生咯。。

谢谢你了dear...

又要吃药。。讨厌的咯每次吃了就想要睡觉的。。

今天真的很累咯。。

应该是要生病的状态吧。。

他的婆婆还煮粥给我。。

感动咯。。

第一次被对方的家人对待的那么好。。

真的很谢谢你。。。。

现在在我的生命了只有dear的出现。。

以前的他已经没有了。。。

与他的回忆逐渐随着时间淡忘了许多。。

现在在我生命里dear取代了他的位置 。。

一个人生活在KL是件不简单的事。。

离乡背井来到KL读书，什么事都必须自己来。。

虽然在家里我没有做家务，我到了这里必须做。。

我觉得那是我开始独立的时候了。。

也是我开始学很多很多事务的了。。

虽然有点苦，可是我很享受着。。

希望我可以成功！！

tired...

This week really make me feel exhausted.....

oh my goodness...i have 6 weeks more..i need to get more energy as i can...

yesterday serving was so terrible for me...does not reach my expectation...

haiz....so sad...

i was so nervous and mix up all.

next time i will do better...

i don want lose my mark...

gambateh...

this week i don know why i feel moody...

maybe is too tired le...

sometime i feel like my heart got something on it...

don bother la..

Exhausted dayzzz..!!

Argh...so exhausted!!

haiz....today first day in kitchen in sem 2 ...

OMG...it really make me so tired...

i feel i am not really good in cut all the ingredient...

but i will try my best to do well...

it really not good which work in kitchen...

need to cook food as fast as possible

like just now i with my friend almost really don have time to cook it..

lucky chef chong was helping us..

we are the first who being fire by chef to take starter..

then while we cook 2 main course, it suddenly " station 4 6 main course"...

argh...we haven finish cook the 2 main course then another 6 pax come again...

really not time...

then while cook i get hurt...

haiz...work in kitchen is like that de...

today really so tired....

this Friday be server...

nervous and worry cant do well..

because i am small sometime some task it difficult for me...

that is the challenge i need to face...==

i will take this challenges as future job i am gonna face...

i can do it well as i have confident with myself...

Start....

OMG....today after listen ms merry talked about F&B things...

i was like very scared la....

i haven prepare yet...

argh......"Suffer" friend coming.....

7 week was so short la...

run out of time!!

Don't be panic...

i can overcome this!!

i must have confidence with myself!!

just do it!!

wuhuu....i can!!Must study well!!

don afraid things will get better!!

Sem 2 life START...

Finally i back to KL again...

this time i will start my sem 2 life..

this sem we gonna suffer...because of it is short sem...

lucky every monday i have holiday..

gonna start busy soon..

but i will not forgot date with him..hehe..

yesterday went to play badminton with him and his family...

this is i first time to meet his grandmother, sis, bro even his parent for a while..

for me i felt very shy ...this is normal attitude..

i admited that i am easy to get shy in certain situation and this is 1 of the situation..

i am trying to overcome this attitude...it might be influence my future job performance..

anyway nice to meet his parent..i don know why i will afraid meet his parent..

btw maybe first time...

I want FIGHT for this sem!!

I want success in anything i would like to do!!

From last time i work hard until now i cannot so easy get off it~

although last time my result do not reached my expectation but i can FIGHT for now!!

Gambateh Magdeline!!I CAN DO IT! YEAH!!

2010~

Finally i got my timetable le~

Out of expectation and feel shock was monday i don have class~

nice man...hehe

this saturday i gonna go back KL...

going home sick again and miss home cook...

well..is ok~2010, is the new years for me fighting!!!

Sem 2 is short sem and will be busy as every lecturer told us..

for me, time is being arranging by us..

so although everyone said will be busy but if time arrange well then sure there will be free time..

for me, i don want let myself being busy and not time enjoy with friend and HE...

I have my own "原则" to do something so that to make thing perfect and i have free time to enjoy~

this is what we call "life should be wonderful" but not miserable...

11 Jan 2010 i gonna start sem 2 life...

hope there is a wonderful life....

after i back KL i can spend time with him...

so long didnt spend time with him...

yeah!!