Merry Christmas~

Ho Ho Ho...

Merry Christmas...

so boring la...

everyone go out celebrate christmas lo...

me le??after going church just back home and online...

so bored and not fun...

what to do...

not friend being invited...

haha....here only i have sec school friend and working friend...

my Uni friend all in KL and hometown...

is ok la...lucky he accompany me chat lo...

finally i got my result le...

i quite happy and satisfied...

out of my expectation...

all pass...wuhuu....

i quite happy...

thx god give me such a big present~

hehe...

伤心

唉。。好伤心。。

真的好伤心。。以前的我回来了，我不想。。

你叫我帮你包那我就帮你。。

我就说不是很会，那他就说不会不就学咯，什么事不会就学。。

可是我就是不是很想学而且有点不爽。。所以就说christmas一年只有一次学了也没有用我也没有兴趣。。过后包到一半你说我手脚慢。。。

那没有关系。。你还说我不应该读hotel management，不会做家务的人学人家读这科。。一定读不成，我就伤心的说我会读给你看的。。我很讨厌被别人看不起而且讨厌得不到你们的支持！！

你这句话伤了我的心。。我的心好痛。。怎么你每次就只会说这种话的。。。

是, 我不会做家务那我在外面也是自己学阿。。那哪里可以证明我不适合读这科还说我读不成。。为什么你就是要说这种话。。不能支持我吗？？难道我在你们心里就那么没有用吗？？？难道对你们来说我就是那么的差吗？？？我好羡慕别人家人都会支持自己孩子而且不会对孩子说这种话。。。我呢？？有得到支持吗？我不知道。。。我知道有时得到的是伤痛。。。好像大哭一场。。。我不是那么坚强的人也许哭能让我发泄吧。。。

本来我好好的心情就这样被你的那句话给破坏了。。。。。。。

本来还不容易心情慢慢好起来哪知道就这样被一句话而破坏了。。。

算了， 以前也是这样的被伤害，就当是个习惯好了。。

现在想起来觉得在KL自己一个人生活更好。。现在有股冲动想回去KL住。。

我会读给你们看！我会成功给你们看。。。。

moody...==

Arghhhh.........now i feel very down....

why???my mood went down.......

why???suddenly feel something on my heart...

feel very difficult...

i want listen song which can make me feel better....

argghhhhhh...........

Yuppy....

Yesterday i am went learn driving again...
wow...have a bit improve...
this time i drove on road...
it not really difficult and just need always change gear...
i hope i can do well in exam...
yesterday he came my house from KL....
OMG...i was like so so happy la...
bcoz miss me and want see me then he came from KL..
it a far journey from KL travel to JB....
but he willing to travel...i was so happy...
then now my family know about i have bf....
but lucky my parent not said anything...and they agree i have bf now...
yesterday i really so happy...
he is the first bf who meet my parent and my family know about it...
omg..another feel shock things come again...
i am really shock la...
just now i on facebook...
chef soon suddenly ask me "you with sem 3 guy"
then i was like shock when i see this...
then i said "huh, who said, omg"
the he said is rumours...
i wondering how he know la...
but is ok la...
one day everyone sure know la...
well...is ok la...maybe it good he know...
haha...christmas coming soon...
huray....i love it..but it just short time for christmas..
during christmas it is so peaceful..
then song for christmas also very nice....
i love it...christmas~ding ding dang....

tired~

haiz...today went learn driving..

omg..i feel i am terrible...

why i nervous???argh....

i scared when i exam i cant pass...

touch wood...i must pass!!!god, please let me drive well and don nervous...

tomorrow learn again...tired la~

i colour hair again...now i satisfy this colour~

bcoz the entire hair colour is balance...compare with last time..

he said i am not Asia people anymore...i more look like white people~haha..

i don mind your past..i also have my past..i don have right to mind your past...thx not lie to me~

it doesnt matter last time you had many ex...the most important is now~

i know you are good guy...hehe...

i like your blog~so nice...

hmm...forgot what i want write le...is ok..next time~

Holiday...

Wow..finally holiday and final exam was over~

huray...at hometown now..

nice la...but left him la...haiz..

before exam we go watch twilight saga, new moon...

it is a romantic movie and i can watch with him...hehe...

here is the ticket..

keep as memory...

hehe...

omg...start from 30 nov i always sleep very late and just slept about 3to 4 hours per day..

damn tired la..hehe..

i don know which day le..my friend and i went pyramid buy something..

then i saw strawberry la..

it so nice...so i decided bought it to "xiao jin" myself during exam...

haiz...i felt i am not do well my exam...

what to do...last minute study mah...

cannot have high expectation...

well...so fast the exam was over...

sem 1 finished le...haiz..

next sem we going to separate from group c le..

i miss group c....

last day of exam...then we took a lot of picture...

bcoz most of us go back hometown and not seen for 1 month...

after that we went to pyramid...

hehe...then i follow him fetch his friend took bus..

then we go one utama shopping...

it quite big and we don know how to shop lo..

about 5 or 6pm we went back le..went to my house..

to put the bear...such a big bear..he gave me one...i like it..hehe..

then we go as he said "little genting" to take our dinner...

the place very very nice...can see part of KL view..

it very nice..he know i like to see then he brought me go....

i feel very happiness have you....

hehe..then we also took some photo for memory..

after that we went to Amp Square to meet vivian they all...

we were celebrate Rachel's birthday...

before we went there and bought a 1kg ice cream cake..

haiz...unlucky he cannot join us..

he need go back..but is ok..i understand de..

hehe...then we sing and sing...

that time i really feel like zombie but i still want to sing...like wanna express lo..

sing until my sore throat going no sound lo...

then about 2.30 hoby and i went back le..

bcoz he need to rest and ready back to madagscar...hehe..

the next day...i woke up early la..

decided go to pc fair with him and his friend...

the convention central so big and the pc fair also held about 6 or 7 halls like that..

we one by one to see...finally we bought some accessories..

he is the first boy i cook for him to eat la..

wow...this also is what i wish for...

then we go mid vally shopping...

haha....we bought same shirt la..

it so nice if wear out lo...hehe...

i am so happy with him....

haiz...we have 1 month cant see...

but is ok la..can chat on msn..hehe..

i am so happiness~

finally i holiday le..can rest...

hehe...tired le...cannot continue le...