Moody+book= happy~

Today, my mood went down again...
friendship??what is the exact mean for??
anyone can tell me??
vivian and i felt that we are outsider among the friends...
we don know anything about what they talked about, they got secret we don know...
haiz...i know you all went out together that few days then relationship getting closer...
haiz...is ok la..i use of it this things already...
just now we being fool la...
rachel ask us "do we go Jenny's birthday on this friday"...
then we had same expression of that...why??
because we don know about this....
why??why??why??why this kind of things happened again????why??
i remembered i had same experience before...it really make me unhappy...
why la..this kind of thing will happen again...i really don like~
haiz...whatever la..happened already and cannot change le....
i hope i think too much...
ok la..let talk about what make me so happy la..
just now i went popular bought twilight book series la..
Hurray...finally i collect the 4 books la..
although it cost me very expensive but worth of it la...
i really love it so much..bcoz of the story so romantic which every girl wishing for and the robert parttison was so handsome...haha
yess....this make me really happy~yuppy...
Come on magdeline, why let the unhappy thing bother me??
i should let it away....i should learn from that..and be strong~
don let the things bother me...a got a lot of things to fulfil la..
i want success in my study and future~
gambateh, i can do it~haha

感言~

回来KL了。。又要回复以往的上课情形了。。
大姐的结婚典礼才刚结束。。让我写一下当时的schedule，让美好的时刻能记录下来。。。

Part 1
星期五那天7点半酱才到JB啦。。蛮累的。。我妈说我一点都没有瘦而且还有点黑。。
别人是瘦，我反而没有瘦到。。伤心啦。。有点黑，我要尽量不要让自己黑了。。其实妈妈看到我回来真的很开心耶，我都能体会到。。毕竟久久才能见一次嘛。。哈哈。。
过后回到家超累的。。收拾东西冲凉，然后就去睡觉了。。
隔天7点就醒来了，好累啊。。可是没办法，要去教堂。。
大姐她们租mini cooper做结婚的车耶。。而且又是我很喜欢的红色，超美的~ 用mini cooper当结婚车感觉好浪漫哟~
希望以后我可以买mini cooper。。
伯伯牵大姐走进教堂，然后弥撒就开始了。。
在教堂结婚是一件很神圣的事情耶，在天主的祝福下结婚。。
大姐的结婚戒指很美啦。。哈哈。。
弥散完了，有buffet吃，然后就和大姐她们拍照。。
我们一家人跟他们，堂表姐弟跟他们。。。哈哈。。难得的机会~
之后就回家了，换了衣服就和表姐还有弟弟一起去jusco买东西。。
哈哈。。顺便去找朋友。。
逛完之后，就去伯伯家了。。
槟城的姑姑们到了。。哇，家里实在热闹啦。。而且又很多亲戚啦。。
好久没有这样了。。真的难得的机会。。我很喜欢聚在一起的感觉~
晚上又有buffet吃，哈哈。。堂表姐弟们在一起吃东西，一起讲话。。
好喜欢这种感觉啊。。吃完了就站在外面门口讲话。。
很难得唐表姐弟们可以聚在一起讲话咯。。真开心。。哈哈。。

Part 2
今天又要早起了，因为新郎要来娶新娘了。。
我们堂表姐弟们做姐妹。。而且想了几个游戏让新郎和他的兄弟们破解。。哈哈
超搞笑的。。而且蛮好玩的。。
娶到新娘之后，就是进茶了。。
哈哈。。太多亲戚了， 所以进茶时需要一些时间才能结束。。然后就到我们小辈的跟大姐和大姐夫拿红包。。。哈哈。。
过后就去新郎家。。然后我们也一起去。。
男方家的亲戚没有像我们将多咯。。。。
所以进茶的时间比我们的短。。。
全部仪式完后，我们就回家了。。睡了一下，准备了一下就去酒楼了。。
哈哈。。这是我第一次参加蛮不一样的结婚酒席。。感觉像在酒店，有一个大厅酱然后有很长的走廊走进来。。。不过差别是那间不是酒店，是比较大的酒楼吧了。。。

结婚的schedule就是酱，之后的懒惰写了，都是聚在一起的时刻。。结婚是人生唯一一次的美好的时刻。。所以不可以马虎。。
恭喜大姐啊。。你找到了你的幸福~祝福你跟zac哥哥常常久久。。哈哈。。
这几天都好累。。要早起。。做新郎新娘的更加累~
这几天都好开心。。看见大姐结婚，跟亲戚聚在一起。。这几天让我把不开心的都忘记了，慢慢淡忘了不开心的事。。不过还是需要时间。。。
又要上课了，时间过好快啊。。
怎么那么快呢。。唉。。

伤心。。

这忙碌的星期终于要过了，只剩下明天的presentation了。。希望表现会比上次的好咯因为这是最后机会了。。。
今天不知怎么了。。上B&P practical class应该要穿黑裤的。。哪里知道真的忘了，穿到jean裤咯。。幸亏老师没有怎样。。
今天学怎么放桌布咯。。不错啦。。我蛮喜欢的~
唉，我真的很小只啦。。今天拿tray然后上面放五个装有水的酒杯咯。。
很重啦，我的左手真的没有力啦。。结果老师只放三个给我拿。。
我必须连我的手力啦。。。我一定可以的~
明天上完课回JB 了。。超开心~
堂姐要结婚了。好快哦~
找到幸福了嘛。。好羡慕咯~
我的幸福呢？？
还久呢。。现在都没有男朋友哪来的幸福呢。。哈哈
唉。。最近的心情好差啊。。。
我不想要那样的心情，可以吗？？？
我很在意别人说我的，所以每次才会心情差。。
我知道我不是大美女。。。你也不可以那样说我啊。。
当我听到后真的超伤心。。而且还差点在朋友面前哭！
我也有自尊心的啊。。我也是爸妈生的啊。。
你凭什么那样说我~算了。。你都讲了。我能做什么。。
今天在图书馆我开歌听只不过大声一点吧了。。
你需要用那种凶的眼神看我吗？？
算了，我不会怪你。。。都是我的错。。
也许我不美吧。。
好伤心啊。。。我真的想大哭一场。。
为什么我每次都要受到伤害？？
我不要啊。。。我好怕那种痛。。
可以停止吗？？？
希望吧。。。

Today was formal days...wore formal again la..
this time i am wearing heels la...this was my first time wore it for whole day la..
haiyo....really make my feet pain lo...it match with formal attire la..
well...is ok la...as long as it look nice then worth of it...
finally,the BE role play was over...wow..so happy la...
hmm....lecturer said us that we will perform well just maybe a little bit nervous la...
but me, i felt that i am trying overcome nervous already la..
when practising with rebecca, i always cant remember next i am going to say what...
but when role play, i was not so nervous and not even forgot ...just said wrong one word~
haha....quite happy la..
haiz...tomorrow have pop quiz for UHTI...
i haven study yet la...but i just can recall back some only...
last minute study again....why i am always do lke this???
i should change this habit la...
today was very tired la....after finish study UHTI i want sleep already la..
if not i will become "panda bear".....

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Yesterday, we went to Sunway Pyramid watched Final Destination 4...
oh my goodness, it was so scary.....lucky we watched it in afternoon if not at night i will have nightmare la..
then after watched and took our dinner, we go shopping la..
finally i bought 2 dress for attend dinner la...
the 2 dress cost me about RM 150 something la...
well...is ok la..can wear for study also lo...
as long as can wear longer then worth it la..
haiz..this coming week will be busy la..why le??
Monday, we have to role play a conversation in front of class..
Tesday, we have pop quiz...
Tursday, we will have F&B practical class and we need know every cultery's name...
Friday, we will have presentation for KM...
everyday schedule is full of work la...
well...i believe that i can do it well in all these..
nowadays, i need music la...why??because of mood...
recently, don know what happen to me la...will be moody la..
haiz...i don want like last time again...i don want get hurt anymore...
can anyone protect me???the answer of course is no one...haha
hmm....no feel like want continue to write la...

Update my blog again....nowadays was so tired la...busy for do homework la..
recently a lot of friendship prob happened between with friend...
but now ok la...it just like a season lo..
let talk about me la.....thursday it was my first time fillet a fish and trusting a chicken la..
wow...actually is quite easy to handle a fish and chicken lo.....but i scare i forget the step la...
but i think i should do a note for it.....
haiz...today damn unlucky la..our group haven print out the script for the presentation lo...
so after UHTI class we went to printed out...then all comp was full already...and we wait...
about 11 , finally we can use comp lo...then we faster printed out...
after finished printed from comp lab we run to LT 6 lo..because chef soon going lock the door..
when we at outside LT6 we realise that the door really lock la...
oh my goodness...this is i first time treated to be like that la...
lucky chef soon allow open the door...
well...is ok la...last minute work is like that lo...
next time i think i want make a plan before do anything so that not repeat same mistake as now and the time working at kids fair lo...
time past very fast la...i am at KL almost 1 month le...so fast lo...almost use of it la..
vivian so sorry la..i write your name here...
you don think too much la....i don like see my friend very sad la....don think too much la..
haiz....next week will be busy again la....is ok la..better than nothing to do...
yeah...next week go back JB....attend my cousin's wedding la...haha...
so miss my family and friend there...haha...
hmm....update next time....

New life...

So long didn update my blog le..got some reason la...haha..
i think got two week cant online due to my broadband did not get it..
haha..now finally can get it le...haha...also don have so much time to update blog lo...
nowadays enjoy college life...hang out with friends...but really tired la..
haiz...just start my course then a lot of homework, assignment, and research la....
mostly my class was whole day from 8.30 started la...
haha...practical class more good la...can learn a lot of things but after practical class really tired..
actually i never regret i am choose this course la...really fun and although i never cook before, from this course i can learn basic cut method and cook...it might be dificult for me but i know practise make perfect and nothing is difficult when you really study...haha
finally i am studying le...and enjoy my campus life...make new friends even international friends, learn self independent, finding my dream, move toward my dream....
now i really like my campus life....really enjoy it although there have a lot of assignment or homework but i am still enjoying it....really a lot of fun....
since make new friends, i really became more brave and talkative....will not afraid asking question in front of many ppl....i really grow up a bit le...i must maintain this...this really help for my future...haha...this course really good for me...next friday will have a presentation for KM but not need wear formal la...i must have confident with myself and don afraid la...in future will have many similar situation as this....yeah...i can do it..gambateh...god bless me~