Haiz...

Haiz..nowaday suddenly i will feel no mood la..why like this?because of what like that?friendship?love?education?family?problem of the surrounding?sleepy?i really cant tell myself what make me like that....cant say it..!!!haiz..i really don know why?is it i don want to know or i afraid to face it??i really don know la..sometime feel "fan" la and will day dreaming la..at working time cannot day dreaming la that why when i day dreaming i sure tell myself wake up and concentrate working lo.."fan"..."fan"..."fan" la...when can don want be so "fan" le...i really don want it..haiz...recently i also not enough sleep la..is it because this make me feel no mood?or "fan" about other things?haha...i don know la...i don bother la..i want learn to let the things go so that i could live happly...hmm...valentine day coming soon la...i saw most of the shop promote valentine's present for couple la..all things very nice!hmm.....how is the feel of valentine day?am i really enjoy it?well..i think not!hmm...maybe i just know the happiness of the couple~hmm....