放下了。。。

自从那次他讲那些话后，我决定要彻底放下。。。嗯，我觉得我已经放下了。。虽然今天有想到一些与他开心的事。。。可是我只是想起罢了没有想到他。。。这么久的事终于可以放下了。。。。感觉轻松多了！今天作工突然间觉得有时我没有朋友的感觉。。。。我就跟一位朋友讲，他和我都有同感。。。我真的不知道为什么我会这么觉得！想到这点有时会羡慕别人有要好的朋友而且身边总是有朋友就对的。。。我觉得我有时没有朋友。。。也许人缘不好吧。。！唉。。真讨厌那种感觉。。。。。。是我的性格关系还是什么呢？？我真的不知道。。。为什么我的心总是要伤心呢？我真的不想我的心再受伤害了。。。真的好累了。。。是我想太多还是什么呢？？？算了。。。我的星座是水瓶座，是独行侠吧。。！也许那是真的。。。我工作的一位朋友说为什么我这样小就那么静？？哈哈。。。我跟她说那些我以前所面对的困难咯。。 不过也许我像我爸爸比较静一点咯。。。可是我玩起来是有点疯的。。。！朋友？？？真的那么困难交吗？？我真的不想为了这个而烦。。。我要每一天都能活得开心。。。。可以吗？？不去想那些事，可以吗？？我真的很累了。。。。请烦恼远离我吧。。。。。。。。。。。。

Haiz...

Haiz..nowaday suddenly i will feel no mood la..why like this?because of what like that?friendship?love?education?family?problem of the surrounding?sleepy?i really cant tell myself what make me like that....cant say it..!!!haiz..i really don know why?is it i don want to know or i afraid to face it??i really don know la..sometime feel "fan" la and will day dreaming la..at working time cannot day dreaming la that why when i day dreaming i sure tell myself wake up and concentrate working lo.."fan"..."fan"..."fan" la...when can don want be so "fan" le...i really don want it..haiz...recently i also not enough sleep la..is it because this make me feel no mood?or "fan" about other things?haha...i don know la...i don bother la..i want learn to let the things go so that i could live happly...hmm...valentine day coming soon la...i saw most of the shop promote valentine's present for couple la..all things very nice!hmm.....how is the feel of valentine day?am i really enjoy it?well..i think not!hmm...maybe i just know the happiness of the couple~hmm....

Thank you you all....

Yesterday was my birthday lo...i can say that yesterday was a wonderful and unforgettable day for me la...yesterday my friends ( PA) and i went to eat steamboat after working lo...first i thought we celebrated CNY la...but then they gave me a surprise la...they even sang birthday song and brought cake for me la...i can say that this was my first time my friend celebrated with me la...even better than my school friend accept somebody la...well...i am very happy what they done for me....i will not forgot you all!!i will not forget this year de birthday la...hmm...that why i saw them always grouping lo..grouping at counter was a wrong way la!well..thx la!hmm....the day before that they sending a nice message to me on the time which was my birthday la...well...it was a nice message which was they all created themselve la..they all one by one send to me lo...very touching la!haha...hmm...they all also very bad la...before went back from steamboat there they play "zhong ji mi ma" la...they pakat already la...first they said who lose must let one friend kiss wor..is a boy la...then i thought was true la...then when play first round got a bit confuse la...then one of them said play again la...then second round they pakat make me lose la...then i am realy lose la...then of course i don want boy kiss my hand la..then sure said don want la..after that they said can choose girl so i choose la...she ask me close eye then i don want and she holded my hand....i thought she want kiss but she never kiss just gave me something...oh..they gave me present la...oh...they use this way make me accept the present la...well...thx their present la...i will appreciate it..happy~~~~~