Sad case..

nowadays i quite lazy updates my blog...

usually i had faced any problem i will update...

today i have a little bit sad because of friend...

actually i don know they are doing like this...

then today i accidentally heard they had some plan on something...

actually i don know feel anything of what they plan..

but i heard one of them said that "then how about magdeline"...

my heart was hurt like a needle stick on it...

i quite sad about it...

we are friend and they never think about me ...they think about it just because of accidentally they saw me ....

i though when i came to Uni life it will not have any conflict or misunderstand case happened among friend...

but it is no what as i though...

again i have to sad of this....

that why they said it is really difficult for us to find a sincere or faithful friend...

during class i just pretend don think about it and keep the hurt in the heart...

i wish i can tell my good friend about this but i do no brave enough to tell ...

i don want cry in front of my good friend....

once i told this with friend i sure will cry...

the only way i can do is keep inside my heart first no matter how hurt is it..

i only can tell my good friend after i at home...

haiz....i have no comment...i just feeling tired of it...

Be strong Magdeline!!

First day class in 2011

Today first class in 2011...

feeling?

so so only la..

because know all assignments already...

haiz...i felt my result is not good...

am i really so poor in academic??

i really hope i can score well..

but i really poor la...

is it because i do not have enough knowledge??

i want study hard but i don know why i always last minute...

my "last minute" and "laziness" was my killing weapon....

haiz...i hope i can overcome these...

when i told my mom result, i can feel that my mom was disappointed on my result...

i don want make her like that..

but i do this quite a lot of time...

i really don want do anymore...

God may you help me overcome from this..Amen.

Study Hard Magdeline!!

my little room again...

Hello...

long time no update my blog le..

just finish holiday..

back to my little room...haha

now a bit home sick ah.....

i don know why my home sick level more than last time...

haiz....i prefer stay at my home ....

but i have to study....

so tired la...and bored...

monday i will start my sem 5 le...2 more sem i graduate le..

wuhoo....

lazy continue la...

update next time again...

Time.....???

Finally my event finish...

the result was out of expectation..

good job GreenVille members..!!

i also done all my part of the assignment ...

i don want do last minute work....

final exam coming soon...must start study now le..

24/11..coming soon also...1 year!!!

gonna celebrate it...

good luck for my friends who sit for SPM and STPM!

1 year is going end soon...

another batch of student graduated from SPM....

when i saw their photo i was think of last time ....

the feeling of separating with those friend who same class with you 3,4,5 years....

a kind of sad and unwilling seperate with them....

i understand the feeling because i am the ex experience student!!

now all my form 5 friends have their own studies and work...

quite hard for us to gather together la...

i really hope 1 day 5 Science friends can gather together...

i wait for the day come...!!

Yeah...!!

Halloween party was over...

it was fun and i was dressing up as a Cowgirl...huhu..

after party over we have free entrance to MOS..

first time of clubbing...

but just went there have a look..

it was crowded, everyone was dancing, sexy girl around and ppl drank alcohol..

we just ordered cocktail only because of the drinks there too expensive...the cocktail already cost us RM29.90...so expensive lo..

well..just this time only...

because of that night i not enough sleep now...

is ok la....lol..

btw today i got my iphone 4 on my 11 month anniversary...yeah..

i really happy but my face not really can show happy face because i really tired...

i am gonna have to sleep early le...

post next time...^^

?==?

有时不知怎么了很想一个人静静的发呆.....

在想什么呢？

很多事情......

有时真的好累啊,回到家不想做assignments....

为什么现在的我好像失去了一股冲劲似的无法像以前那么的想未来...

我到底是怎么了啊？？

我必须振作起来...

有时自己也不知道自己在为什么而emo....

真的好想哭出来.....

我有一个观念...

那就是我要活的比别人跟多姿多彩....

我要比别人要有骨气...

加油了magdeline....

迈向自己的理想前进吧.....!!!!!!!

Mid term break finish....

Today start class ....

mid term break end...

everything back to normal now....

back to college life..

back to wake up everyday...

back to do assignments day...

a kind of lazy after break....

lol...but i have to wake up from the day dreaming now...

final exam coming soon....

haiz....today felt tired...now feel emo...

recently i easily get angry la...

whats wrong with me???

is it because of tired? or any other reasons?

i have no idea....

but i have to change it...

30/10 is my bro confirmation day...

he ask me whether i have go back that day or not...

i my bro confirmation day...i should go back...

we will take family photo...^^

but it is a journey to travel back and come back here...

i have no choice i have to go back...lol..

is ok...sacrifice it...because i am sister ....^^

lastly i hope i can get iphone 4 soon...^^

Gambateh for my studies and assignments now...^^

God Bless Me...!