20/10/09

Yesterday was your birthday...happy birthday to you~
i did not celebrate your birthday with you two time and we broken already 1 years le~
so fast la..well, everything is fine...
now i feel my life going wonderful soon....
although there are a lot of assignment up coming soon....
we have sweet memory with what we enjoy so much...
i don want let other things bother me~
hehe...nothing much to write about~

2 month~

OMG, i came KL study already 2 month already~
so fast man....
haiz..sem 1 going end too~
time past very fast la..
we really didnt realise we already here for 2 month..
just see the date only think about it...
busy for do assignment, research, and even busy schooling make us didnt realise~
nowadays, really tired le...no enough sleep la..
assignment one by one coming...
must management my time properly la..
if not really make me extremely tired~
write until here~

Happy~

thYeah..F&B assignment finished and passed out already...
OMG..because of this assignment, yesterday i slept on 2.30am la...damn tired la..ah~
wow...very surprising la..my result of UHTI and F&B score good mark le...
so happy la...really la~i though i will get low mark....
this show that i can do well...just see i got put in effort or not la...
hehe..ms merry said that i know what going on in the class and my performance quite good~Yeah!!
she want me maintain like this..i will la~
i must do well in my final exam also~
gambateh~
My friend said me "i really stubborn with my own principle, just like a successful person like that, but my heart is empty and want with the person i love"....
maybe she said correct...sometime i really need a person accompany me sms la..
but for me..if there have music then ok le~
well...

=.=

Holiday finished...so fast la...
Assignment getting more and more afterward...
haiz...time pass so fast la...
now came back KL already so miss my family and my room....
i found that my mom still worrying about me and "bu se de" me la...
i also mah...what to do???i chosed to study here and cannot be regret mah..
must go ahead..don think too much...
i must believe i can do well in everything...
today just wrote until here la...i need do my assignment already~

Moody+book= happy~

Today, my mood went down again...
friendship??what is the exact mean for??
anyone can tell me??
vivian and i felt that we are outsider among the friends...
we don know anything about what they talked about, they got secret we don know...
haiz...i know you all went out together that few days then relationship getting closer...
haiz...is ok la..i use of it this things already...
just now we being fool la...
rachel ask us "do we go Jenny's birthday on this friday"...
then we had same expression of that...why??
because we don know about this....
why??why??why??why this kind of things happened again????why??
i remembered i had same experience before...it really make me unhappy...
why la..this kind of thing will happen again...i really don like~
haiz...whatever la..happened already and cannot change le....
i hope i think too much...
ok la..let talk about what make me so happy la..
just now i went popular bought twilight book series la..
Hurray...finally i collect the 4 books la..
although it cost me very expensive but worth of it la...
i really love it so much..bcoz of the story so romantic which every girl wishing for and the robert parttison was so handsome...haha
yess....this make me really happy~yuppy...
Come on magdeline, why let the unhappy thing bother me??
i should let it away....i should learn from that..and be strong~
don let the things bother me...a got a lot of things to fulfil la..
i want success in my study and future~
gambateh, i can do it~haha

感言~

回来KL了。。又要回复以往的上课情形了。。
大姐的结婚典礼才刚结束。。让我写一下当时的schedule，让美好的时刻能记录下来。。。

Part 1
星期五那天7点半酱才到JB啦。。蛮累的。。我妈说我一点都没有瘦而且还有点黑。。
别人是瘦，我反而没有瘦到。。伤心啦。。有点黑，我要尽量不要让自己黑了。。其实妈妈看到我回来真的很开心耶，我都能体会到。。毕竟久久才能见一次嘛。。哈哈。。
过后回到家超累的。。收拾东西冲凉，然后就去睡觉了。。
隔天7点就醒来了，好累啊。。可是没办法，要去教堂。。
大姐她们租mini cooper做结婚的车耶。。而且又是我很喜欢的红色，超美的~ 用mini cooper当结婚车感觉好浪漫哟~
希望以后我可以买mini cooper。。
伯伯牵大姐走进教堂，然后弥撒就开始了。。
在教堂结婚是一件很神圣的事情耶，在天主的祝福下结婚。。
大姐的结婚戒指很美啦。。哈哈。。
弥散完了，有buffet吃，然后就和大姐她们拍照。。
我们一家人跟他们，堂表姐弟跟他们。。。哈哈。。难得的机会~
之后就回家了，换了衣服就和表姐还有弟弟一起去jusco买东西。。
哈哈。。顺便去找朋友。。
逛完之后，就去伯伯家了。。
槟城的姑姑们到了。。哇，家里实在热闹啦。。而且又很多亲戚啦。。
好久没有这样了。。真的难得的机会。。我很喜欢聚在一起的感觉~
晚上又有buffet吃，哈哈。。堂表姐弟们在一起吃东西，一起讲话。。
好喜欢这种感觉啊。。吃完了就站在外面门口讲话。。
很难得唐表姐弟们可以聚在一起讲话咯。。真开心。。哈哈。。

Part 2
今天又要早起了，因为新郎要来娶新娘了。。
我们堂表姐弟们做姐妹。。而且想了几个游戏让新郎和他的兄弟们破解。。哈哈
超搞笑的。。而且蛮好玩的。。
娶到新娘之后，就是进茶了。。
哈哈。。太多亲戚了， 所以进茶时需要一些时间才能结束。。然后就到我们小辈的跟大姐和大姐夫拿红包。。。哈哈。。
过后就去新郎家。。然后我们也一起去。。
男方家的亲戚没有像我们将多咯。。。。
所以进茶的时间比我们的短。。。
全部仪式完后，我们就回家了。。睡了一下，准备了一下就去酒楼了。。
哈哈。。这是我第一次参加蛮不一样的结婚酒席。。感觉像在酒店，有一个大厅酱然后有很长的走廊走进来。。。不过差别是那间不是酒店，是比较大的酒楼吧了。。。

结婚的schedule就是酱，之后的懒惰写了，都是聚在一起的时刻。。结婚是人生唯一一次的美好的时刻。。所以不可以马虎。。
恭喜大姐啊。。你找到了你的幸福~祝福你跟zac哥哥常常久久。。哈哈。。
这几天都好累。。要早起。。做新郎新娘的更加累~
这几天都好开心。。看见大姐结婚，跟亲戚聚在一起。。这几天让我把不开心的都忘记了，慢慢淡忘了不开心的事。。不过还是需要时间。。。
又要上课了，时间过好快啊。。
怎么那么快呢。。唉。。

伤心。。

这忙碌的星期终于要过了，只剩下明天的presentation了。。希望表现会比上次的好咯因为这是最后机会了。。。
今天不知怎么了。。上B&P practical class应该要穿黑裤的。。哪里知道真的忘了，穿到jean裤咯。。幸亏老师没有怎样。。
今天学怎么放桌布咯。。不错啦。。我蛮喜欢的~
唉，我真的很小只啦。。今天拿tray然后上面放五个装有水的酒杯咯。。
很重啦，我的左手真的没有力啦。。结果老师只放三个给我拿。。
我必须连我的手力啦。。。我一定可以的~
明天上完课回JB 了。。超开心~
堂姐要结婚了。好快哦~
找到幸福了嘛。。好羡慕咯~
我的幸福呢？？
还久呢。。现在都没有男朋友哪来的幸福呢。。哈哈
唉。。最近的心情好差啊。。。
我不想要那样的心情，可以吗？？？
我很在意别人说我的，所以每次才会心情差。。
我知道我不是大美女。。。你也不可以那样说我啊。。
当我听到后真的超伤心。。而且还差点在朋友面前哭！
我也有自尊心的啊。。我也是爸妈生的啊。。
你凭什么那样说我~算了。。你都讲了。我能做什么。。
今天在图书馆我开歌听只不过大声一点吧了。。
你需要用那种凶的眼神看我吗？？
算了，我不会怪你。。。都是我的错。。
也许我不美吧。。
好伤心啊。。。我真的想大哭一场。。
为什么我每次都要受到伤害？？
我不要啊。。。我好怕那种痛。。
可以停止吗？？？
希望吧。。。