Update my blog again....nowadays was so tired la...busy for do homework la..
recently a lot of friendship prob happened between with friend...
but now ok la...it just like a season lo..
let talk about me la.....thursday it was my first time fillet a fish and trusting a chicken la..
wow...actually is quite easy to handle a fish and chicken lo.....but i scare i forget the step la...
but i think i should do a note for it.....
haiz...today damn unlucky la..our group haven print out the script for the presentation lo...
so after UHTI class we went to printed out...then all comp was full already...and we wait...
about 11 , finally we can use comp lo...then we faster printed out...
after finished printed from comp lab we run to LT 6 lo..because chef soon going lock the door..
when we at outside LT6 we realise that the door really lock la...
oh my goodness...this is i first time treated to be like that la...
lucky chef soon allow open the door...
well...is ok la...last minute work is like that lo...
next time i think i want make a plan before do anything so that not repeat same mistake as now and the time working at kids fair lo...
time past very fast la...i am at KL almost 1 month le...so fast lo...almost use of it la..
vivian so sorry la..i write your name here...
you don think too much la....i don like see my friend very sad la....don think too much la..
haiz....next week will be busy again la....is ok la..better than nothing to do...
yeah...next week go back JB....attend my cousin's wedding la...haha...
so miss my family and friend there...haha...
hmm....update next time....

New life...

So long didn update my blog le..got some reason la...haha..
i think got two week cant online due to my broadband did not get it..
haha..now finally can get it le...haha...also don have so much time to update blog lo...
nowadays enjoy college life...hang out with friends...but really tired la..
haiz...just start my course then a lot of homework, assignment, and research la....
mostly my class was whole day from 8.30 started la...
haha...practical class more good la...can learn a lot of things but after practical class really tired..
actually i never regret i am choose this course la...really fun and although i never cook before, from this course i can learn basic cut method and cook...it might be dificult for me but i know practise make perfect and nothing is difficult when you really study...haha
finally i am studying le...and enjoy my campus life...make new friends even international friends, learn self independent, finding my dream, move toward my dream....
now i really like my campus life....really enjoy it although there have a lot of assignment or homework but i am still enjoying it....really a lot of fun....
since make new friends, i really became more brave and talkative....will not afraid asking question in front of many ppl....i really grow up a bit le...i must maintain this...this really help for my future...haha...this course really good for me...next friday will have a presentation for KM but not need wear formal la...i must have confident with myself and don afraid la...in future will have many similar situation as this....yeah...i can do it..gambateh...god bless me~

Orientation Day.....

Oh my goodness...cant imagine that i going U le..haha..quite excited la..
but i gonna miss my family la...first day live alone quite scare and felt lonely la..
then second day ok ok le..
well...the orientation day quite nice la...many people la..
by the way i almost missing in campus la..too confuse for me la..
haha...hmm...a lot of international student in campus la..
in my class also quite a lot of....haha..
well...i am in group C la...my friend in group B lo..
haiz..cannot same group with them la..
well..is ok la...in group C also know some la..
Campus life so fun la...
recently quite tired la...
Mon group C gonna start first class le...our class start very early la...
need wake up early and take shuttle bus la..if not later late enter class lo...
ok la...i will update next post...haha

Disappointed.....

Today went played badminton with friend..
after that had a drink at johor jaya there...
saw one of a primary school friend who worked at that shop..
i though i wanted talked to her..
but missed it la...
well, is ok la...
actually, at night will go have a drink with friend...
but some of them are not free...then cancel le..
when i heard one of them told me that he and another one friend not free then maybe tomorrow go.suddenly i felt disappointed and not mood..
if i know will happen this kind of thing i shouldnt ask they all going la..it really hurt me...
i don like this kind of feeling..i very scare my heart will be hurt again...
when i heard that, i cancel not going le...is ok le..i don want go anywhere, just wait for wednesday coming...
i don know next time i will ask they all go out or not....i really scare same thing happen again...
why sometime i try to do or ask something automatically after that will being hurt??
this will make me become "bei dong" again.....i wish i could "zhu dong"..
but after that will hurt or failure....
haiz..i think next time wait you all ask me go le...i don want ask le..
Gosh...my hand very pain la....maybe so long never do exercise le..
Goodbye my friend, family,my sweet bedroom....i am going leave here and go study le~
Take Care Everybody~

miracle??

So long not update my blog le..haha..my friend always ask me update la.hi chareessa,i update le..don said i am not updating ah~haha...Just now suddenly felt boring...hope that can chat with friend...suddenly you said hello to me..i really frightened la....last time you seem like ignore me...but then now you suddenly find me.I really shock of it.anyway thx for finding me.i hope next time we can be like that.
finally we said about last time that problem le...why you scare lost face?why you worry about i?
we are no more couple...why you care about that i am going out with friend(boy)?i don know la...
actually why you ask me that question?got feeling ??i really don know la...well..i really happy that we can be friend again...when chat with you, i was thinking that am i really forget you?i am very confusing.....anyway...i don bother this le....see first la...
haha....really is miracle..haha...
next wed going KL le...finally wanna starting study le...haiz..half of the year gone..well..
is ok la...at least i can gain some experience and pocket money..can know how is the working feeling...sometime my mother was saying that "why don want study sunway jb?study so far..at home more better staying outside"..sometime i was thinking that whether i make a right decision..then i told myself maybe it was correct..i will grow up one day and that time i must learn to be independent,so why don now learn to be independent...i know you worry me..but i will take care myself..just don worry..everything will fine...
GOD BLESS ME~

说不出的感觉。。。

唉。。好想念他们啊。。在PA做工那半年的日子没了。。那时真的是sweet memory！大家一起玩闹一起面对困难和一些难应付的customer我们都会说出来和大家分享的。。现在没有了。。我想以后也没有机会了。。。我很高兴认识你们这班朋友啦。。记得保持联络咯。。而且有时间要一起出来玩。。哈哈。。幸亏在我，振杨和宝山last day时，有和你们拍照留念。。！下次出去也要拍啦。。哈哈。。其实我心中认识你们了有说不出的喜悦啊。。。不知怎么说总之是很高兴得那种。。。。
噢。。时间过好快啊。。一天一天就那么过了！好像我和你们分开那样快~我的新生活要开始了。。心中有说不出的担心，紧张，害怕！！！谁能了解我现在的情况呢？？谁能理解我的感受？？我知道去外面读书是让我独立。。可是我从小到大没有离开家里那么久毕竟会不习惯。。可是我还是会去面对。。不过我心中好怕啊。。有时的我好寂寞。。好想有人陪我聊天，好想有人与我分担！为什么我内心就是那么脆弱？为什么我就是不能接受内心脆弱而勉强自己去坚强？？那样我会很辛苦很受伤。。。唉。。。

期待。。

终于辞职了，不用做工了！！是很开心啦。。不过很想念他们啦。。真的好想你们哦。。。。很想与你们在一起的时候。。。那时候真的很多欢乐！难以忘怀啊。。。明天会和姐，宝山一起去看戏哦。。哈哈。。蛮期待的。。！！星期六下KL看房间啦。。不知道好不好咯。。唉。。希望可以找到适合的。。。