Orientation Day.....

Oh my goodness...cant imagine that i going U le..haha..quite excited la..
but i gonna miss my family la...first day live alone quite scare and felt lonely la..
then second day ok ok le..
well...the orientation day quite nice la...many people la..
by the way i almost missing in campus la..too confuse for me la..
haha...hmm...a lot of international student in campus la..
in my class also quite a lot of....haha..
well...i am in group C la...my friend in group B lo..
haiz..cannot same group with them la..
well..is ok la...in group C also know some la..
Campus life so fun la...
recently quite tired la...
Mon group C gonna start first class le...our class start very early la...
need wake up early and take shuttle bus la..if not later late enter class lo...
ok la...i will update next post...haha

Disappointed.....

Today went played badminton with friend..
after that had a drink at johor jaya there...
saw one of a primary school friend who worked at that shop..
i though i wanted talked to her..
but missed it la...
well, is ok la...
actually, at night will go have a drink with friend...
but some of them are not free...then cancel le..
when i heard one of them told me that he and another one friend not free then maybe tomorrow go.suddenly i felt disappointed and not mood..
if i know will happen this kind of thing i shouldnt ask they all going la..it really hurt me...
i don like this kind of feeling..i very scare my heart will be hurt again...
when i heard that, i cancel not going le...is ok le..i don want go anywhere, just wait for wednesday coming...
i don know next time i will ask they all go out or not....i really scare same thing happen again...
why sometime i try to do or ask something automatically after that will being hurt??
this will make me become "bei dong" again.....i wish i could "zhu dong"..
but after that will hurt or failure....
haiz..i think next time wait you all ask me go le...i don want ask le..
Gosh...my hand very pain la....maybe so long never do exercise le..
Goodbye my friend, family,my sweet bedroom....i am going leave here and go study le~
Take Care Everybody~

miracle??

So long not update my blog le..haha..my friend always ask me update la.hi chareessa,i update le..don said i am not updating ah~haha...Just now suddenly felt boring...hope that can chat with friend...suddenly you said hello to me..i really frightened la....last time you seem like ignore me...but then now you suddenly find me.I really shock of it.anyway thx for finding me.i hope next time we can be like that.
finally we said about last time that problem le...why you scare lost face?why you worry about i?
we are no more couple...why you care about that i am going out with friend(boy)?i don know la...
actually why you ask me that question?got feeling ??i really don know la...well..i really happy that we can be friend again...when chat with you, i was thinking that am i really forget you?i am very confusing.....anyway...i don bother this le....see first la...
haha....really is miracle..haha...
next wed going KL le...finally wanna starting study le...haiz..half of the year gone..well..
is ok la...at least i can gain some experience and pocket money..can know how is the working feeling...sometime my mother was saying that "why don want study sunway jb?study so far..at home more better staying outside"..sometime i was thinking that whether i make a right decision..then i told myself maybe it was correct..i will grow up one day and that time i must learn to be independent,so why don now learn to be independent...i know you worry me..but i will take care myself..just don worry..everything will fine...
GOD BLESS ME~

说不出的感觉。。。

唉。。好想念他们啊。。在PA做工那半年的日子没了。。那时真的是sweet memory！大家一起玩闹一起面对困难和一些难应付的customer我们都会说出来和大家分享的。。现在没有了。。我想以后也没有机会了。。。我很高兴认识你们这班朋友啦。。记得保持联络咯。。而且有时间要一起出来玩。。哈哈。。幸亏在我，振杨和宝山last day时，有和你们拍照留念。。！下次出去也要拍啦。。哈哈。。其实我心中认识你们了有说不出的喜悦啊。。。不知怎么说总之是很高兴得那种。。。。
噢。。时间过好快啊。。一天一天就那么过了！好像我和你们分开那样快~我的新生活要开始了。。心中有说不出的担心，紧张，害怕！！！谁能了解我现在的情况呢？？谁能理解我的感受？？我知道去外面读书是让我独立。。可是我从小到大没有离开家里那么久毕竟会不习惯。。可是我还是会去面对。。不过我心中好怕啊。。有时的我好寂寞。。好想有人陪我聊天，好想有人与我分担！为什么我内心就是那么脆弱？为什么我就是不能接受内心脆弱而勉强自己去坚强？？那样我会很辛苦很受伤。。。唉。。。

期待。。

终于辞职了，不用做工了！！是很开心啦。。不过很想念他们啦。。真的好想你们哦。。。。很想与你们在一起的时候。。。那时候真的很多欢乐！难以忘怀啊。。。明天会和姐，宝山一起去看戏哦。。哈哈。。蛮期待的。。！！星期六下KL看房间啦。。不知道好不好咯。。唉。。希望可以找到适合的。。。

伤感。。

星期二会是我最后一天在Padini作工了。有点感伤。。再见了PADINI AUTHENTICS (PA)的Staff们如：雨涵，丽婷，素蓉，振杨，家豪，宝山，紫扬。多谢你们带来的欢乐。。很感谢你们在这六个月的照顾。虽然这个月有我，振杨和宝山会走。。不过我还是要对振杨和宝山说再见。。。好不舍得你们啊！！可是我要去读书所以没办法。。不能与你们在工作上的玩和聊天了。。可是还可以在我去读书之前一起出去啦。。我好舍不得你们耶。。。。唉，人总是要分开。。有时间我回去找你们哦~请保持联络！！
辞职之后要去学车了。。然后休息一下，也要准备好心情去面对即将要开始的课程和新生活了。。。好怕哦。。要学独立了。。也要去认识新朋友了。。好怕这种感觉啊。。好想有个人和我一起面对这些事。。。好想。。可是还没有遇到吧。。就算遇到了又能怎么样呢？？
唉。。心情有点不好啊。。因为舍不得你们和即将要我一个人所要去面对的事啊。。。
怎么我还是那么的脆弱呢？？怎么我会那么多感触的呢？？

烦啊。。。

昨天去吉隆坡的sunway u报名。。。宿舍满了。。哎，现在开始烦了。。我好想不要去烦可是就是做不到。。现在只好找看外面有没有房间租了。。或者我打去问还有没有宿舍。。唉，读书真的要花很多钱啊。。。怎么办？？当我去到那里时，我感觉那瞬间我好想我家人和朋友们了。。就好像自己已经长大了要自己出来生活了。。。好害怕啊。。那里环境是不错只不过大多数是都是有钱人读的。。唉，现在希望可以找到房间或者有宿舍咯。。。而且为了省点钱我要申请PTPTN Loan。。希望可以拿到。。。很烦啊。。事情没解决我是不放心的。。。唉。。。